My cat’s been missing for 9.5 days now. Knowing her, I’d like to think someone took her in and kept her for themselves. She’s incredibly sweet and the perfect companion for a peaceful room. She’s fearful, yet curious. Free-spirited and quirky in her comfort zone.
And now I can’t help wondering if someone took all of that away from her too soon.
I’ve been told that doctors will slip their terminal patients into an eternal slumber by the grace of this jarring concoction. By law, murder. In that moment, the closest thing to heaven.
I’m only touching on this topic because Eileen and I had a mediocre night out but finished on a high out imbibing on that which has never failed us. We talked about some heavy stuff. How heavy? Well, if you were to ask us in that moment, we’d have to ask you if you were willing to give up your high spirit. And if you were able to easily swallow the truth that we’re all animalistic creatures ruled by hormones. AND if you were able to crack a joke or two out of this topic and keep the conversation flowing. This is what we talk about when the juices flow.
Here we are, wiped out and calling it a night long before our minds have decided that for us. I’m on this seemingly painless high that makes me wonder if any of what I’m experiencing is anything near the numbness you feel when a medical professional leaves the line fully patent. So numb that any negative thought, no matter how heavy (like sarin gas on innocent people), simply bounces right out with such weightless buoyancy. We care so much until we no longer cannot.
Are we as good as dead if we feel nothing but this pervasive bliss?
Reblogging myself because… what was that? Five minutes?
O_O
………my friend has made me curious
help me roger
Update: after I reblogged this someone messaged me offering me tickets to the sold out Hausu screening with a Q&A and autograph session with the director
These never work for me, but here’s to trying.
I don’t believe in these things
But last time I reblogged one ten/fifteen minutes later I got a call offering me a job
But I reblogged it because I was waiting on hearing back from the job. So there you go.
Roger is cute.
Eh Roger is cute I might as well
That fish is so happy it makes me happy.
Reblogging myself because I reblogged this yesterday and got promoted today!
oh what the hell…lol.
this is important
ROGER WORKS
Roger please work your magic I need it now more than ever.